Yuri Plisetsky (
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Milliways: Chopsticks Instructional Hour [1.09-1.10]
Seated at a booth, Yuri has a bowl of food in front of him and an expression of tight, absolute concentration more likely to be found on a surgeon in the middle of a major operation.
Today is the day that he finally gets it right.
The bar had listened to his somewhat vague request (plain noodles, some normal Japanese kind or something, and, uh, a bunch of steamed vegetables on top, cut a little small but not TOO small) and thankfully had provided about as close to what he'd wanted as he might have imagined. The noodles were plain yellow ones, though they were dressed with some sort of light sesame sauce that was keeping them from sticking together in clumps, and the bowl was piled high with chunks of steamed broccoli, carrots, and those little green beans that he'd had as a snack at Yu-topia a couple of times. (Edo-something? Whatever, he'd eat it.) The bar had also provided several napkins and, for some reason, not one but two pairs of chopsticks: the disposable kind in the wrapper, and a set of regular wooden ones.
(He can take the disposable ones home, at least.)
He's got his phone on the table next to the bowl, one headphone plugged into his ear and three videos queued up, and he's in the middle of the first video, using his left hand to try to reposition the chopsticks in his right hand until they look like they do on the demonstration. It's close enough to make a first attempt, so he keeps his eye on the video as he moves the chopsticks into position to grab a piece of broccoli.
He almost manages to make contact with it before his grip fails and the chopsticks cross.
An annoyed huff, and he taps the phone to restart the video, and goes back to repositioning his hand.
Today is the day that he finally gets it right.
The bar had listened to his somewhat vague request (plain noodles, some normal Japanese kind or something, and, uh, a bunch of steamed vegetables on top, cut a little small but not TOO small) and thankfully had provided about as close to what he'd wanted as he might have imagined. The noodles were plain yellow ones, though they were dressed with some sort of light sesame sauce that was keeping them from sticking together in clumps, and the bowl was piled high with chunks of steamed broccoli, carrots, and those little green beans that he'd had as a snack at Yu-topia a couple of times. (Edo-something? Whatever, he'd eat it.) The bar had also provided several napkins and, for some reason, not one but two pairs of chopsticks: the disposable kind in the wrapper, and a set of regular wooden ones.
(He can take the disposable ones home, at least.)
He's got his phone on the table next to the bowl, one headphone plugged into his ear and three videos queued up, and he's in the middle of the first video, using his left hand to try to reposition the chopsticks in his right hand until they look like they do on the demonstration. It's close enough to make a first attempt, so he keeps his eye on the video as he moves the chopsticks into position to grab a piece of broccoli.
He almost manages to make contact with it before his grip fails and the chopsticks cross.
An annoyed huff, and he taps the phone to restart the video, and goes back to repositioning his hand.
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Yuri's not certain before he said the word if or what the right answer is, but as soon as Yurio repeats it, fisting his chopsticks into an awkward angle with a loud series of bone-rubbing-bone cracks, and himself back into his bowl, Yuri's certain, by uncertain, whatever the right answer was, it wasn't what he'd chosen to say, or do. Again.
He couldn't exactly tell Victor nothing, if that was what Yurio had wanted. That would have been impossible. Not when he was with the Russian's the whole of the hours he was gone, and after what he brought home from Yurio. Which brings a whole other point to bear, when Yurio is already glowering and devouring his food like Yuri misstepped entirely.
Not certain why Yurio would feel the need to play dumb with Victor to begin with.
They were, antagonism included and excluded, still rink mates.
It was still back to Russia and them Victor would go at the end.
But.
If the whole point is not needing to pretend. If Yuri was standing, he might have shuffled his feet, as it is he tries not to shift awkwardly and hopes the reaction to saying this part isn't even worse. "I saved the last Pirozh-katsu for him, too."
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His hand does tighten, almost into a fist, but with his left hand to cover it the chopsticks don't move very far.
'Why would -- ' he begins, then stops. No, wrong question. After all, he'd said that the pirozh-katsu were a gift. A fucking birthday present, for whatever that had meant at the time. Katsudon could do whatever he wanted with them. And if for whatever bizarre reason he'd ended up saving one of them to haul it over a dozen time zones to give it to his asshat of a coach, it's not Yuri's place to say anything about it. It would be nekulturny, to give a gift and then make demands of the recipient. Except....
'Did he eat it?' is what he finally manages to ask, tight and clipped and tense. Still, he can be calm. He can be reasonable. He's not going to trap Katsudon into telling an outright lie by asking a more loaded, specific question -- did he like it? -- because even Viktor Nikiforov would probably find it a challenge to slap on a plastic smile while eating a single cold, stale pirozhok out of a greasy paper bag. Given by Yuri Plisetsky, no less. Why would he want to choke that down, even to please Katsudon?
(But if it had gone to waste --)
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He can't imagine Victor doing much else with food, with his nye on constant obsession with it, and watching Victor's dubious confusion turned surprise had given Yuri a window in what his own reaction in the snow that night must have been like. That complete misunderstanding, laden with slightly suspicious questions, that seemed not quite reachable again once on the other side of the realization.
It might have gotten a little forgotten among things after that, both involving the Gala watching itself and things that were decidedly not the Gala watching. But, it's easy to stay on track, even if he feels a little warm around his collar, and just roll onward. "He was surprised, and it wasn't hot anymore by that the time, but he liked it."
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He hadn't been there. Hadn't seen Viktor's expression, or watched him eat it.
Is a gift good enough, if it's second-hand? Is it worth it, if you can't know for certain how it was received?
All of this lies behind and beneath the pinched caution of Yuri's expression, and the slightly too long pause before he replies. 'Okay,' he says at last, which feels like the lamest thing ever, but it's all he can manage to start with. A small nod, then he swallows, and nods again more firmly. 'If you say so. If you saved it for him, and he ate it...that's what counts.'
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This whole interlude is made of Yuri being only ever half certain of what Yurio's reaction might be, and only ever maybe close to half right in those guesses. Never quite expecting when he'll snap, or tense, or look like he's about to kick Yuri off the stool. Never in a million years would he have guessed the quiet request to stay, or the intense focus on being taught how to hold chopsticks. Or this, either.
The quiet way Yurio seems to hold still. Like he's not so much reacting to what Yuri was telling him about Victor enjoying his birthday surprise, as he was taking it in and trying to process it. Maybe like it's another language or something he wasn't sure he wanted to know. Or maybe something Yuri shouldn't have shared. Given the first bark of surprise only seconds before his own last words.
Instead, it's just that small single word first. Dug from somewhere deeper in than it sounds like should be able to be held in two syllables. Small and ... uncertain? Is that it? Is it that Yurio seems uncertain if that's the right word. Or reaction. Or how to. Yuri looked at the boy, quietly, as he took another bit of his food and Yurio seemed to still be reaching for just what to say or how. Which gave Yuri the oddest inspiration, words coming out before fully thought.
"I can tell him you said hello." There's the smallest uncertainty wavered there.
Not that Yurio had offered, or had said. But. "If you want."
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It had mostly blown up in his own face, anyway, in his shambles of a short program. And with everything that had come after that...but then again, maybe he's looking at it all wrong. Maybe this is a chance for him to scrape his ass off the ice and get up, move forward, in a way that he hadn't been able to do in Moscow. If he's going to seize this chance, it's not going to be the petulant demand of a jilted former rinkmate, or the snide viciousness of a figurist-uzurpator. He has two Grand Prix silver medals to his name and a Challenger gold within his reach; he can stand his ground and declare his intent.
'Yeah, I guess,' he says, somewhat muted, as if he's giving himself permission to agree with the idea. At the next breath, though, all the hesitation vanishes from his face, a sudden fierce resolve rising to take its place. 'But you can also tell him this: I'm going to hand you your ass in Barcelona, so you'd both better come at me with everything you've got.' It's cold but not hostile, sharp but not angry -- and then there's a pause before he strikes the landing. 'No games. No excuses. Just us. Got it?'
He won't look away or back down. He needs this here, now, in this impossible place.
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Except it was different in Russia. A little ways out from that he could see that. Running forward, practicing until he nearly collapsed after the tasks of each new day, only reaching forward and trying not to spend what little time he had before sleep fretting backwards. Which was never going to be not at all, but the exhaustion and Victor's certainly helped to buoy a lot of it.
"Alright." Yuri nods some. Not oblivious to the fact that was to him as much as Victor and in some ways more. Victor wouldn't be on the ice, itself, when he left the boards for his last two times. Maybe after. Maybe next year. But not in so few days away from now. He'd be at the boards. He'd be there. At Yuri's side, from beginning to end of this one, like every other competition before Russia. But out there. Beyond it. It was between them, and the other four contenders coming. All or nothing. It was all brought out and left on the ice.
The same as it had been almost a year ago now. Something reminds him, and;
He can try to do it right. This one last time, on his very last skates of his very last year.
It's something new, something uncertain, squirming and yet driven that decides him though.
Yuri puts his bowl down and stood up from his stool, offering a hand to shake,
and somehow, what comes to mind are words he's heard and met before, too.
"We won't take it easy on you." We. "It won't be like last time."
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-- but then, right in front of him, there's an outstretched hand.
(we won't take it easy on you)
(it won't be like last time)
And suddenly Barcelona's too far away, can't come fast enough, because if he had his skates here and now he'd be ready to take on the world.
When he gets to his feet, he's not exactly smiling. It's too serious a moment to smile about. But something's glittering right below the surface of his expression -- a little like the unspoken promise of a freshly polished rink, or the glint off a blade that's just been sharpened to the perfect angle. A challenge. An opportunity.
A chance to shine so brightly that no one -- no one -- will be able to look away.
'Damned right it won't be.' Even though his hand still aches from his practice with the chopsticks, Yuri's grip in response is firm and unyielding, just as he'd always been taught. 'You haven't seen anything yet.'
Don't disappoint me, Katsudon. This time, I'll beat you for real.